Its been 4 long years now. I guess it was 27th July 2003 when I came into this place. The greatest thought that crosses my mind while writing this is the huge change that I have seen in myself through this long era. I guess, the biggest part of me ( as i am today) comes from these last few years and thats what is so amazing. I am so different from that day.
Now through these 4 years things have happened to me in every way that could have been. I have had the greatest achievements of my life. I have been emotionally tormented. I have felt that i couldn't have more no. of friends. I have had more than my share of respect and more than my share of broken trust. I have had times when I have thought " I can't be more productive than this ever". And then times like now.. when the most active part of my day is when i move my fingers to throw the cards while playing cards ( standard " vriddhashram " game developed by the unfortunate "dullas").
All that thought of the past 4 years, makes me feel just one thing ... "Its been long... i want to leave". Its been so long and I expect nothing more. rather I don't think that things could get more better than this or that my experiences are going to be any better than what i have already have at my place. The summers have been more than a preview of what is to come this year. Well more than the lack of things to do, its the feeling of absolute restless with life.
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Just the lull before the storm i guess. Life wouldn't allow such ease ever again.
And then, you are never so good you cant get better :)
A true dulla's feeling.......
Sitaroon ke aage jahan or bhi hain,
Abhi tumhare imtihaan or bhi hain.
Nothing is better than IIT, yaar ..
believe me. u can compare it with classical dilema that when u have it u don't feel it and when u leave it, u miss it.
saaley raat ko 10 baje soeyga to aisa hi lagega ....
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